I feel — [ he cuts himself off with an abrupt, shaky laugh. ] — That I'll be leaving him thinking the worst of me. That I died for him, that I swore loyalty to him and here I am. Thinking about myself. Unable to stop.
I wanted it to work. Just once, we were aligned. He saw me as worthy. And I lost it all.
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I wanted it to work. Just once, we were aligned. He saw me as worthy. And I lost it all.