"You really think I should be running around telling people that I've been murdered four times and I remember three of them enough that I can't stop the nightmares even though it's the fourth one that terrifies me the most? That isn't something your share with friends, Jean-Paul. You only know because you know."
And that was something the two of them can't escape.
"They know about the missing memories. They know more or less how much of a fuck up I was in my personal life in the last world I was in. But home? I try not to touch on that much with anyone but you. Not even with Quire."
It's enough to make him want to change the subject and ask Jean-Paul if he knew that their resident future-past Phoenix host was seeing a human here. Or ask if he knew that runaway girl Molly was here. But really, what point would it serve?
"I also sorta don't talk about it with Wade even if he talks around it. Guy always makes my head hurt. He says you made him part of X-Factor by the way."
Cw: Referenced murder
"You really think I should be running around telling people that I've been murdered four times and I remember three of them enough that I can't stop the nightmares even though it's the fourth one that terrifies me the most? That isn't something your share with friends, Jean-Paul. You only know because you know."
And that was something the two of them can't escape.
"They know about the missing memories. They know more or less how much of a fuck up I was in my personal life in the last world I was in. But home? I try not to touch on that much with anyone but you. Not even with Quire."
It's enough to make him want to change the subject and ask Jean-Paul if he knew that their resident future-past Phoenix host was seeing a human here. Or ask if he knew that runaway girl Molly was here. But really, what point would it serve?
"I also sorta don't talk about it with Wade even if he talks around it. Guy always makes my head hurt. He says you made him part of X-Factor by the way."