Well at least Jean-Paul was a lot more direct at this age. The directness even earned a brief smirk.
"Quite. You're reminding me of a man I once loved. Actually, two men now that I think about it."
Jean-Paul was, in a strange way, a mixture between the charm and money and poise of Damian, and the speed, daring, and fuck the word before it can fuck me mentality of Tommy. What a thought to have.
"But it's also... imagine waking up one morning and you can't remember how to ski. There you are, once the best in the world, and now you can name all the parts but you know if you strapped on a pair of skis you would eat it every single time. Greener than grass at your passion. It's always going to make you sad, right? It makes me sad."
And this moment was making him feel lonely.
"May I... May I touch you? Just to feel what it's like to have the knowledge again? It won't stay, none of anything would stay. My brain is like a sieve for this stuff now. But a second would mean that for a minute, I could remember the parts my body should know and my imagination could fill in the rest."
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"Quite. You're reminding me of a man I once loved. Actually, two men now that I think about it."
Jean-Paul was, in a strange way, a mixture between the charm and money and poise of Damian, and the speed, daring, and fuck the word before it can fuck me mentality of Tommy. What a thought to have.
"But it's also... imagine waking up one morning and you can't remember how to ski. There you are, once the best in the world, and now you can name all the parts but you know if you strapped on a pair of skis you would eat it every single time. Greener than grass at your passion. It's always going to make you sad, right? It makes me sad."
And this moment was making him feel lonely.
"May I... May I touch you? Just to feel what it's like to have the knowledge again? It won't stay, none of anything would stay. My brain is like a sieve for this stuff now. But a second would mean that for a minute, I could remember the parts my body should know and my imagination could fill in the rest."